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I've been feeling kind of off the last couple of days. My parents went away for the long weekend, which was like an open invitation to have a get together. The night was a blast until the very end. And by very end i mean the sun was coming up. I had way way way too many and something (yes, i know exactly what it was) set me off. I was so pissed off and i freaked out yelling at a friend of mine, caused a huge scene and passed out. I woke up at 1:30, on my couch with the worst hang over in the history of reckless drinking after math. Not to mention my parents' house had been obliviated. That was def. a fun job. I apologised to my friend ten times, maybe more and made him hang out with me before he went to work that night so we'd have fun and neither of us would be mad.

I felt like hell all day. I was also just down and grumpy. Im usually a pretty up beat person but i just couldnt get out of a negative mood. This also made me frustrated. Unfortunately that mood caried on through Sunday and Monday and then on to this morning.

It was so beautiful and warm all weekend, but the rain had to start sometime. It poured all night last night and all the roads around here were getting to be flooded this morning. I had barely gotten 5 mins from home when i hit a huge puddle with my tractionless tires and sideswiped the curb. Dented the bumper oh yay.

Shawty on a beautiful day.

Saturday morning. My most hated of all mornings. Work at 9AM after being up until 2 or 3 consuming what I'm sure is an ungodly amount of alcohol. Hang over? Sure. Repeat again next weekend? Obvs. Just another exciting day in the wonderful world of car sales.

I've always gotten along better with girls. The female mind is far to difficult to fathom. You would think that because I myself am a female, it would be easier for me to understand such a complicated thing, but alas, I am unable.

The majority of girls I know are way too dramatic. I don't want to live constant drama. I don't want to get in fights with you because I've been texting a guy who you think likes you or want to like you more than you have been, nor do I want to fight with you over which hills character you are more like. I don't care if there is a strand of hair out of place on your head, and I most certainly do not want to hear about which of the guys in our 8 person group you have decided to crush whore about this week.

Thus, I prefer to surround myself with platonic male relationships to avoid a mental break down.

Unfortuantly this is not always so easy.

I am currently in the middle of yet another completly ridiculous feud with a female friend. Although, I am not helping. In my defence, when I am told that it is best we do not speak for a while, I am naturally not going to take kindly to annoying phone calls at work (which is the only place where I have no choice but to answer the phone). I also do not think it is fair that you get to decide when it is time for everything to be alright again and us be aloud to speak. Did you everything I am very upset about this? Maybe I need time to think. Perhaps I need my space. Why do people cram themselves down your throat when they know you are upset with them?

Now that I've finished my first week of summer semester, I can definitely predict which days will prove to be the most stressful for me. I was on the go none stop all day yesterday. My college has two campuses in my area. Each offer different types of courses. For instance, the nursing program and business courses are offered mainly at the campus here in my city (which I have not until this semester had a course at) while humanities and social sciences are at the campus a half hour away from here. Just my luck that I happened to have one at each campus on the same day.

My day begins here at the DL campus where I sit in my lovely (cough) advanced algebra class from 9AM until noon. I am not a math person. This course already frustrates me and I've only been to two classes thus far. I really wish there were a way to bypas the whole math and statistics part of my schooling. I don't see the point of data analysis and research psychology courses when I don't want to be a Research Psychologist, I want to be a Clinical and Developmental Psychologist. *sigh*

From there we have a break to go home, eat, and work out. With just enough time to hop in the car and drive out to the NW campus.

At 2:30 I have my Health Psychology course. My instructor is definitely a treat. At times I feel like I'm sitting in a football or hockey locker room. He's a sports psychologist who has worked with various popular Canadian sports teams. He looks and lectures like a coach. After class I took a seat next to the fountains to relax before the drive home in heavy traffic at 5PM.

Surprise! A parking ticket. As if i wasnt already having a wonderful day. What a treat.

I've been out pretty much every night in the past couple of weeks. I figure it's best to fit it all in now before the summer semester starts up.

On Wednesday night I went out to my favorite club Mirage. They had a special event on that I happened to randomly score tickets for. I dressed for the occasion in an adorable blue dress and drank considerably more than I should have. Good thing I have good friends to take care of me when I turn into a drunken mess. It isn't often I wake up and have the first thing out of my mouth be "what happened?". Wow. There are a lot of really good pictures, but they're on a friend's camera, so I'll have to take a rain check on posting them.

My little break has just flown by. I start my summer classes on Tuesday. I'm only registered in two courses, and I'll only be on campus Tuesday and Thursday so i'll still feel like I'm on a break without feeling lazy.

What most excites you about the way you're living your life right now?

This is probably the most relevant QotD for me and my life right now.

I have been single for almost a year now. I know who I am and what I want out of life without influence from another person. I can honestly say that I love myself, which is something I could not do before.

I went quite a long time without any friends. I had one or two who I would talk to or go for drinks with on occasion, but no real friends who I could just hang out with whenever, for the hell of it or for moral support and advice. A few months back I found myself right in the middle of the most amazing group of friends. This morning a friend called to ask me for a ride to work. Instead of taking a cab, he figured it would be better to get a ride with me and give me the cash for gas. Instead of being annoyed about my early morning wake up call, i was happy to wake up and help a friend who in turn wanted to help me after noticing my tank was on empty, and remembering I don't get paid for two more days.

I'm turning 20 this year, and I feel like I should really be growing up. At the end of the summer I will be moving into a house with two roommates. I am so incredibly excited. The house is secured, the old tenants are out at the end of next month, and we're going to be able to prep the house for two months before moving in.

I'm in such a good place right now. I couldn't be happier.

I kicked off this weekend with a girls night. My two favourite girls and i got together for some much needed gossip and cocktails at the pub. It had been too long since just the three of us got together for drinks. It was definitly a good night.